I am so intrigued with your story! Everything you've written, I resonate with. I just finished an article about people finding their own "ikigai", which is simply a reason for being. I am older now too and find myself questioning: What have I been doing all my life? For sure, I've been writing here and there, but unfulfilling jobs took time from that, or maybe I allowed it to. Now that I have insulin resistance and more blurry eyesight, I want to learn to code and I enjoy coloring books. The time is now, as you've said. Thank you for sharing this and I love that you will use your sight to capacity for greatness.