Hi Maxwell!
You already know where I stand, so I will say that I highlighted important parts that you really hit home with. Leaders are definitely profiting off of religion--it is triggering for me but also completely sad.
There are some moments when I just live and experience. I have been working on an article inspired by a conversation. Just living, more than existing is a gift. You are a person of contemplation and meditation, so you Are placing high value and purpose in this life.
I believe in God and I believe He has set a trajectory for me, but I also believe he want us to live, breathe, and enjoy in the right way. I admit, I am not always doing things the right way, but I am human and have to learn to not beat myself up over it.
Again, apologies for the novel. Great writing!